12 Jan 2010
It’s been a long time coming. I’ve toyed with the idea and danced around the execution, better known as the art of procrastination.
I woke up one day in 2009 and decided that my dream won’t make itself real. Moreover no idea is unique and regret is far worse than failure. With those words in mind, I get my grind on in pursuit of perfection. This dream isn’t just about me and my insane obsession with sexy underwear.
It’s about empowerment. Owning all the sexy that oozes from you as a woman. Looking at what you look like; naked or not. In the words of Amber Rose “the best sex I have is with myself”.
13 Jan 2010
Jeez I’m getting so excited about the prospect of this being real. Today I made a few useful contacts that will help me in the pursuit of perfection. I’m even more excited because next week is the first installment of 2010′s Fashion Week. To be specific it is the Audi Fashion Week and I’m dying to go. I’m not a fashionista, nor do I claim to know anything about fashion but I do know what I like. That should be more than enough to carry with me to fashion week, because I usually find it so damn intimidating.
I’m just hoping to find some inspiration, maybe the word direction is more appropriate in this instance. Either way I intend not to miss it, even if I have to beg, steal or play the damn fool. Okay I’m kidding I’m not that desperate but I would be rather bummed if I missed it. It feels so good to do something about you and your vision, it just fills my heart with warmth. Here’s to the inspiration!
Do the Naomi Campbell Walk
25 Jan 2010
So fashion week came and went, needless to say I missed it. Such a pity really.
Some of my friends went and they are gave me mixed reactions, so I’m not too sure what to think. On that basis I will not and cannot form an honest opinion. I was however told that I show I so badly wanted to attend, was rather cool.
So instead of wallowing in self pity and kicking myself for getting the flu, I’ve decided to use my time more constructively. Been chatting with a friend of mine lately and he has put a few things into perspective. Sometime we must just look at things as they are and stop expecting them to jump at you.
This bright idea lives within me and I want to share it with the world. More importantly I want to fulfill my purpose and I feel that this is it. This may not be my only purpose, but it is the one that is screams at me the most. So I soldier with my head held high, and faith that GOD knows that the time is NOW.
Til then I will keep saying this mantra to myself and visualize my dream a reality. ” Perfect practice, makes perfect”- Ruan Venter.
